Nobody said it was easy

I'm so sick, sick of everything! Sick of the winter. It only started last week but the cold is getting to my nerves so bad. I'm sick of Sweden, it is so depressing. I do not know what it is but something about it makes me not like it!!!! I'm sick of being around immature people all day who don't have a care in the world and just don't want to grow up. I'm sick of being miles away from most of my friends, the friends who are actually true! I'm sick of homework because it is to much and it takes to much of my time! But most of all, I am sick of people who are so fake. People who think that they can do whatever they want because they can't feel for others. Pretend to be you're BFF and then stab you in the back for whatever reason. It's so unnecassary to do something like that, I don't understand why so many people are like that? It's like too many people are born without hearts? I wish that I was smarter and could see through people easier so I would know who's real and who isn't. At least I know I still have some people I can rely on. Friends who have always been and always will be by my side. They know who they are and I am so thankful that I have them. They guide me through life and help me do right when I do wrong. Here are some of them:

I love the way you lie

Pain, pain, pain, paaaiiiiin! There is always something wrong with me???!!!! Today I have so much pain by my arm, breasts, heart. I don't know why. It is just hurts so much. Anyways, I just got home from the day that seems like the longest so far. Not a lot of homework except for a English presentation on Friday, so I am going to work on it soon. Went to a café with Danielle, Julia and Ivan and had a Chai Latte. Now I am going to go to the gym, take a shower and then watch 90210 and then homework (GREAT!). Well lucky me, it isn't due tomorrow :P WOOHOO !! Tomorrow is also the first day of December. YAAAAY (I just wish it was hotter).

This is where I want to be...

This is reality....

Today's outfit

Got new Uggs yesturday, FINALLY :D so I wore those and then I threw on a random, old dress that I found inside my closet :P Don't really know where it is from !

One way ticket!

Had a good weekend but now I am sadly back in school :/ "Tell me why I don't like Monday's???" Friday, Julia, Danielle and I went to Pizza Hut and then my mother took Julia and I to see the Swedish Idol live. It was fun but I think I ate to much junk food. It was too much snow for Julia to get home so she had to stay at my house. We stayed up late and woke up at one. Saturday was more a chillaxing day for me. Slept all day basically :P Yesturday, my new baby cousin got baptised so I went there to see him. My brother was the godfather. Everything was so beautiful. My cousin (Tage) is super cute! Love him !! xx

Song of the week

Gotham city- R. Kelly

Powerful song but it takes time to make it grow on you !

Passion for Fashion

Somehow I have lost all my winter shoes :O I have no clue where any of them are and it is so much snow here and I can barely stand the cold !! These shoes are from www.nelly.com and I love them all. Now I just gotta decide which ones I want!

Monkey search!!!

Julia is at my house now and we were just discussing pets and somehow, we got on the topic monkeys. I just realized that I would love to have a monkey. Like a son/best friend. How awesome would that be? To have a real monkey. I just found these two pictures (HAHA) of monkey's for sale. Are they cute or what????

Say it to my face !

Just got home from a looooong day of school. Haha, wow ! It has not been my day, I can tell you that. I am sick but I still forced myself to go to school because I had a French presentation and a biology test. But of course, I was so stupid to forget my cookies that I needed for French so I made a presentation without them... great that went, NOT! After school, I went to a café with Danielle, Julia and Ivan and we had chai latte and gossip a bit hehe ;) then Julia left and Danielle, Ivan and I headed for town but then Ivan started throwing snowballs at us which you can see in the pictures. No gloves on and my hands were hurting, SO BAD! Anyways, now I am going to take a bath, have a facial and then study more! I hope I will get well for tomorrow, because my mum is coming to see me and she is taking Julia and I to the Swedish Idol, Live :D (I know, a little cheezyyy)

Loooves ! xx

During all drama with boys, it's nice to be with the girls aswell!

Linnéa! xx

Linnea! xx

Maria! xx

Adele! xx

Danielle! xx

Julia! xx

Sofia! xx

Tasha! xx

Olivia xx (You are the most amazing friend anyone could ever ask for)

EMO mood....

Today's Outfit

Sweater- Juicy Couture
Shirt- MQ
Jeans-MQ

Not the happiest girl right now! Today when I woke up, the ground was filled with snow and I am not a positive person when it comes to snow :/ It is way to cold for me and I am the type of person who wants summer all year around. But during my break, my whole class had a snowball fight and everybody was against me :( I hurt my ass aswell just a couple of minutes ago by falling off the bike. I had just been grocery shopping and there was ice in the way so the bike fell and the food and I flew off. It was not fun but my brother started laughing at me! I have a ton of homework. A French presentation and a biology test tomorrow. Not the greatest subjects but at least I get to bake for French. But it is not only this, I also have a cold and it feels like there is a bomb inside my head and it will explode any minute now. Anyways, now I have to continue study and then I have to cook some dinner.

Kiss babes!

Song of the week

The Promise- Tracy Chapman

An old song but I can't get enough of it. Perfect to sleep to. It is so beautiful!!!

That's the way I roll

Sorry that I have not blogged much lately but I have been so busy. A lot of homework and I have been hanging out with some friends. Yesturday, I met up with Julia for a bit and we went to her house. My friend Ivan was there playing video games with Julia's younger brother. After that, Julia and I went to town and walked around a bit then we met Danielle. After a couple of hours sitting at McDonalds and taking some pictures, Ivan came and we all went to the cinema and watched "The Social Network". A real good movie. Then Danielle came over to my house and slept over. We watched "The Ring" and we danced around to Miley Cyrus music. hehe.... Anyways, today, I was with Danielle and we danced to music and had a video call with my msn buddy Tim. We got really hyper and after a couple hours, my friend Zach came over and then I had to go and play tennis and they both came with me to watch. It was really embarrasing because I am really bad haha ! Then we came back to my house and chilled. Watched a movie and did the usual stuff. We also got a little homework done. They just left and now I am so tired so dinner and homework is next on my list.

Adios babes !

I'M A FREE B*TCH, BABY!

Are you...

In a relationship? Naw...

A virgin? Private ;)

Happy? I guess...

At home? Right now, yes!

The last…

Song you listened to? Radioactive by Kings of Leon

Person you hugged? I think Danielle....

Person you got a text from? Sofia ! :D

Movie you watched? Pretty Little Liars (not a movie, a show)

Do you have…

Any piercings? Only in my ears but I am getting another one

Any tattoo’s? No, not until I am 18

A boyfriend/girlfriend? Not at the moment

Homework? YES!!!

Lady GaGa

In Malmö, a little place in Sweden that I live in, Lady GaGa is having a concert tonight but I found out to late and the tickets got sold out before I had time to buy them... buhu :( I am not a huge Lady GaGa fan but it would still be cool to see her live. Anyways, I found out that she was staying at the Hilton so my amazing friends Danielle, Julia and I all went there so "stalk" her... hehe but ofc we never saw her but as we were walking to the bus, she drives past us... how cool is that ? :D ! It was really amazing. It made my day. Now my friend Jesper who doubted that we were going to see her is going to get so jealous (even though he is at her concert right now) haha !

Gubben i lådan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCzkYiVEa_E

Listen to this song. It is in Swedish but it is amazing, even for you people who don't understand it!

Fått en flaska I huvet, legat sövd på akuten. Varit död I minuter, hela själen var bruten. Blivit jagad av snuten, varit vilsen på djupet. Jag har famlat I'mörker, men I dig såg jag ljuset. Och för dig har jag låtsas, och dolt mina tårar. Med dig blir jag mindre, som gubben I lådan. Jag vägrar att inse, du sviker mig alltid. Jag gräver min grav för dig, jag är en soldat för dig. Jag tog en kula för dig, och fick en smula tillbaks. För dig ska jag, göra det tusen gånger om. Jag har givit dig allt, och jag har ingenting kvar. För dig ska jag göra det tusen gånger om. Blivit lämnad I staden, medan du gick och blunda. Fick en känga mot magen, tills jag smakade gatan. Ändå gick jag tillbaka, och jag måste va galen. Som nyss blivit bedragen, och som tänkte på laget. För jag tänkte på jag-et, och jag såg alla tecken. Men jag ville va bättre, men då blev allting sämre. Jag vägrar att inse, du sviker mig alltid. Jag gräver min grav för dig, jag är en soldat för dig. Jag tog en kula för dig, och fick en smula tillbaks. För dig ska jag, göra det tusen gånger om. Jag har givit dig allt, och jag har ingenting kvar. För dig ska jag göra det tusen gånger om. Tusen gånger om. Ställ oss båda på en våg, och snart så flyger du bland stjärnor. Jag bär tyngden utav rymden, ändå finns du I mitt hjärta. Ta mitt skimmer, för jag brinner. Du är blott en blek lanterna, jag har gjort det här så länge. Jag kan lika väl fortsätta. Jag tog en kula för dig, och fick en smula tillbaks. För dig ska jag, göra det tusen gånger om. Jag har givit dig allt, och jag har ingenting kvar. För dig ska jag göra det tusen gånger om. Jag tog en kula för dig, och fick en smula tillbaks. För dig ska jag, göra det tusen gånger om. Jag har givit dig allt, och jag har ingenting kvar. För dig ska jag göra det tusen gånger om. Jag har givit dig allt, och jag har ingenting kvar. För dig ska jag göra det tusen gånger om.

Whatever...

Back to the 80's
Homework here and homework there... Frenc ! NOT FUN! As I got bored, as always, I took this little random picture of me. The hair... I know, I know. Today I am so tired because I sat up late last night because I had to study for a chemistry test that I am almost 100% sure of that I failed. I also went up around six because I needed to go to school. I was also at the doctor today and booked an appointment because in a couple of weeks I am having my back done :D Making it more beautiful and no, it is not plastic surgery, if that's what you think. I am just removing a couple things from it that makes my back a lot uglier than what it has to be. I do not know how to say it right. Anyways, it is almost 6 weeks left until christmas YAAAAY :D I am working on my christmas list already, what about you guys?

BLING BLING

Handbag+Ring comes from asos.com and the shoe is said to be fashion for 2011. Lets see if that is right. However, I like it! I like the sparkly, outstanding look! The handbag is super cute according to me! Comes in other colours too but once you go black you never go back ;) Now I am studying booooring chemistry (don't understand ANYTHING) after a day in town with my two girls, Julia and Danielle. If you have people like that, life doesn't get much better than that! After town I had singing lessons. I am thinking of putting up a recording of me singing, or what do you all say? Have to get back to studying! 90210 is next on my list if I don't get too tired.
Ciao xx

Somedays I look like this...

A memory can fade but a picture will last forever

Song of the week

Undiscovered- James Morrison

I saw the light in you

Sparkle day and night ! Love it !

I'm not dead...

Just want to let you all know that I am alive. The reason why I have not been blogging so much is because I have had some problems with my internet and I will probably not blog as much until it is completely fixed. Anyways, Sunday today. I have had a pretty good weekend, I just wished it were longer. Friday, I went to town with Julia and Danielle. We ate at Pizza Hut. That was fun. Yesturday, I didn't do much. Rented a couple dvd's and just chilled. In about an hour, I am taking the bus to town because Danielle and I are going to the cinema. Saw3D... SCARY! and hopefully I will be able to convince Danielle to make a blog hehe...

well ttyl!(I hope)

Small part of my perfume collection

Nina Ricci
Escada
Tommy Hilfiger
Black XS
Victoria's Secret
Lacoste
The Body Shop
Chanel
Prada
Glow
Naomi Campbell
Glitz, Glow and Pink
Fendi
Avril Lavigne
Dolce & Gabbana
DKNY
Oilily
Andy Warhol
and many more...

New Stuff

Jeans- Levis
Shirt- Converse ;)

Shirt- Abercrombie & Fitch

Lauren Conrad- Sugar and Spice

Hey ya'll. My parents came to Sweden today. It has been a couple weeks. They just came from New York and they bought me a couple of things as you can see in the pictures above (sorry that they are not on the right way). Well anyways, I have to hurry up with finish reading the books i am reading right now so I can start "Sugar and Spice" written by Lauren Conrad.

Love is in the air

Edward & Bella

Jamie & Landon

Allie & Noah

Rose & Jack